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I can’t seem to let you go. I can’t seem to move on. I go out, I flirt, and I kiss men who are not you, who will never be you. You are always in the back of my mind. No matter where I am in life or what I’m doing, you are there. You are no good for me and I am no good for you. But that doesn’t stop me from loving you with every ounce of my being.
We spoke today, for the first time in what seemed like ages. You tried to play it off cool, even though given the circumstances, you would have rushed to be by my side. And though you made it seem minimal, your choice of words say otherwise; you still feel the same way too. At least that is what it seemed like to me.
I don’t know why we can never be together. Call it fate. Call it circumstance. Call it a chance. But in my heart, you reside. You are the one that got away. The one I’d drop everything for.
Maybe today was the first step towards a new chapter in our life. Will we find each other again? Will we be together again? Or will we reconcile and remain friends? To have you back in my life, even as a friend, is satisfaction. But I would do anything to be able fall asleep next to you again everynight for the rest of our lives.
- Circumstance
-R
An autumn haiku. A poem from my poetry book LOVE AND SPACE DUST - available WORLDWIDE on Amazon!!
